This Christmas looks different than the ones I grew up with. We are in a new place temporarily, one where winter arrives fully and without apology. Snow gathers quietly. The air sharpens. The light feels thinner and more precious. I am still learning how to move through this season, but I find myself grateful to be here, learning winter with open hands.
There is a particular tenderness to spending Christmas somewhere unfamiliar. Traditions that once felt automatic now require intention. We pause and ask what still fits, what needs to change, and what can be gently released. Some things travel easily with us. Others stay behind, rooted in place and memory. I feel both at once. Contentment and longing sharing the same space.
I miss my home state. I miss the way December felt there. I miss the familiarity of knowing exactly what Christmas would look like. At the same time, I feel joy in this new chapter. In watching my three children experience winter with curiosity and wonder. In sharing quiet moments with my husband as we build new rhythms together. In noticing how our family stretches and settles into something slightly different than before.
Nature journaling has been comforting for me during this time. When so much feels in motion, returning to the page helps me stay grounded. I sketch bare branches. I write about the sound snow makes underfoot. I record small observations that remind me I am here, fully present, even while my heart holds other places. This practice gives me permission to honor both what is and what was.
Growth rarely arrives without change. And change often asks us to grieve and celebrate at the same time. This season is teaching me that it is possible to miss home and still be content. To let traditions evolve without losing their meaning. To trust that new roots can grow alongside old ones.
This Christmas, I am choosing to meet the season as it is. To let joy be simple and quiet. To hold space for nostalgia without letting it overshadow the present. To keep noticing the land around me and the family beside me. To believe that growth, like winter itself, carries the promise of light returning.
If you are spending this season in a new place, I see you. May you find moments of warmth, small rituals that feel like home, and the gentle reassurance that change can be a teacher when we let it be.
